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Profile Of Donald Royal Undergoing Chemotherapry
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Published on December 18, 1998
Royal's thoughts with others as he battles cancer
By Selena Roberts
NEW YORK TIMES
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Donald Royal would pull out of his driveway on a glorious day and
find himself winding through the golf courses that brush stroke the
fringes of Orlando, Fla.
Fresh-cut grass was everywhere. Normally, Royal would have inhaled
the scent. But now he knew the slightest sniff would cause his
6-foot-8-inch frame to recoil in nausea. So he would press on in his
15-mile drive with the windows rolled up and his choices in front of
him.
What route would he take this time: Interstate or back roads? No
matter how often he varied the trip, the journey he has taken five
times each of the last six months would lead him to the parking lot
of the M.D. Anderson Cancer Center. He knew that the moment he walked
through the door it would hit him, this foul odor that only people
like himself could detect. Only people going through chemotherapy.
"It's the worst smell you can ever imagine," Royal said in an
interview last week, two days before his final chemotherapy
treatment. "It's weird, but no one else would notice but us."
Inside the clinic, Royal would take his seat in the waiting room with
other patients. He would nod politely to the familiar faces. How
could a slash-to-the-basket forward in the NBA end up with a
diagnosis of colon cancer at age 32 on a summer day in June, just one
month after he was springing off the bench for the Charlotte Hornets
in the playoffs? That question was not on his mind as he waited,
however.
"You know what I think about?" he said. "The people around me.
"Once I went to the center and did the chemo and saw people dealing
with the same thing," Royal said in a voice that was weary but
steady, "I realized that I should be thankful for the fact that my
situation is curable. At times, you're sitting next to people who are
desperate, people on their last hope. They're getting chemo and
radiation at the same time. And it's kids. You see them losing their
hair and with skin that has turned green from the treatment. It hurts
your heart. I know my situation, as tough as it is, theirs is twice
as bad. All anyone in that room is doing is trying to survive."
For Royal, the word survival has a tangible meaning. On July 1, at
the same time the NBA began its lockout, a catheter was being
surgically planted in Royal's chest for his first 15-minute treatment
-- it's called a "push" -- of chemotherapy. While other players began
to talk of "fighting for our livelihood" and "struggling for
survival," Royal was losing 20 pounds from his customary 218 because
of nausea and fatigue that made him too tired to eat. As owners
argued that they needed a new basic agreement with the players to
guarantee the economic health of their franchises, Royal was popping
Jolly Ranchers to cover the metallic taste that coated his mouth.
"People ask me, 'What's going on in the league?'" said Royal, who was
a player representative for the Orlando Magic when the last
collective bargaining agreement was signed, in 1995. "I get calls
from people and hear what's going on. But I don't concern myself with
it like I did in the past. I don't need the extra stress. There are
other things to focus on. My priorities are very different now. One
thing you gain is perspective. I'm just so grateful for what I have."
Royal has never lacked gratitude. He did not barge into the NBA as a
hot draft choice with a shoe deal. He was a Notre Dame graduate with
a political science degree. As the Cavaliers' third-round draft
choice in 1987, Royal was viewed as a quick but limited player
saddled with a hard-boiled jumper. He was released in the pre-season.
It was either give up and settle into an office job or labor in the
lunch-pail atmosphere of the Continental Basketball Association. He
chose the latter, which meant spending three years eating
Thanksgiving meals in restaurants like Denny's.
By 1990, he was playing in Israel. Not long after his arrival, Royal
was in a Tel Aviv mall when a woman placed a bag next to him. It was
ticking. Royal did not notice at first, but then people started
scattering and a man pulled on him and told him to run. As he dashed
from the mall, the bomb went off.
That was not his only narrow escape. Twenty-four hours before Iraq
launched its first Scud missile at Israel during the Persian Gulf
War, Royal boarded the last flight out of the country.
Eventually, he got his chance. After stops in Minnesota and San
Antonio sandwiched around his time in Israel, he went from role
player to starter with the Magic in 1993 and landed a two-year, $2
million contract.
Royal is level-headed and cool by nature. Bombs could not rattle him.
But cancer did. In a scenario similar to that of the Yankees' Darryl
Strawberry, Royal discovered he had colon cancer just in time to give
himself a chance. In February, shortly after he was waived by the
Heat and signed by the Hornets, he began to notice blood in his
stool. It was sporadic, and Royal shrugged it off. By the end of the
season, the sight of blood grew more frequent and abdominal pains
started to bother him. But the playoffs were on and this was no time
to get sick.
"I thought if I just avoided it, it would go away," Royal said. "No
man wants to go and get his colon checked out."
After the season, he dropped into a family clinic one day in
mid-June. In one surreal week, he learned he had an orange-sized
tumor that was malignant. After surgery to remove the tumor on June
24, doctors discovered cancer in one of the 17 lymph nodes taken from
the area. His shock was quickly replaced by tears and horror.
"I'm thinking, 'I got it too late; oh no, I got it too late,"' Royal
said.
But doctors assured him that he had hope. With chemotherapy, there
was a good chance of survival. But nothing could have prepared him
for the effects of chemotherapy. Not only are there physical ravages,
but the weakening of the immune system leads to physical isolation.
Going out can be unhealthy. Anyone with a sniffle is off limits.
It has helped to have family around the house, like his wife Robin,
his daughter Shauntel and his mother. When everything else makes him
queasy, Royal can still find room for a hot helping of his mother's
red beans and rice.
Royal recently completed his last chemotherapy treatment. After six
months, it is finally over. While he is optimistic about his future
-- he would like to play two more years -- he will be monitored for
the rest of his life.
Years may pass before he truly knows if he has beaten cancer. But for
now, Royal can take comfort in knowing that his taste buds and his
sense of smell will return in the coming weeks. Soon, he will feel
like his old self. The weight room awaits. Soon, the scent that
rudely greeted him at the door of the cancer center will fade from
his memory. And yet, he will never forget the people he sat with in
the waiting room.
"I've seen what chemotherapy does to people," Royal said. "In that
room, there are all races and creeds, elderly and young. There are
kids in there on a drip, which is an IV. They are in there for three
hours. I was 15 minutes and out. The chemo I went through was minor
in comparison. You see the desperation around you, and you know
you're the lucky one."
Edition: SRVT, Section: D, Page: 20
© 1998 Contra Costa Times