Lifehouse and Pete smashes his credit card...

["O'Neal, Kevin W." <Kevin.ONeal@xxxxxxxxxxxx>]

	>From: "Schrade, Scott" 
	>Subject: Re: Lifehouse and Pete smashes his credit card... 
>Tell me about it.  Staying home & reading is more & more tempting to me
>the older I get.  It's hard just getting up the energy to go out anymore.
>I'm turning into an old fuddy-duddy.

But you're not boring!

>Old enough to set the table, old enough to eat!  ;-o  (sorry)
>("How dare he make a joke like that.  The nerve!")

HEY NOW!
That' was bad, Scott.  Shame on you!

>> I can see the view of Pete having orchestrated this whole thing, but 
>> then it also dawns on me that it doesn't make sense.
>
>Good.  You're thinking clearly now.

I don't know that my thinking has really changed.
My contention has always been that Pete *may* have done this in an *uncouncious* way.  Just not giving a fuck.
I can't believe that he didn't think through the sequence of events that *could* happen.
He seriously underestimated them though.

>I made one of those photos my wallpaper on my home computer.  I want to
>be reminded.  I don't want to ignore the situation or let it get buried
>with other thoughts.  I'm not sure why.  I suppose it's the same reason 
>you leave that Time magazine sitting there, open to Pete's picture. 

That's *exaclty* what it is.
I don't want to forget.
Even more direct, I *want* to continue to share in Pete's pain.
And I am.  I'm in mourning.
At this moment, "It's all I can doooooo".

I thought about saving the photo to my background here at work.
But, I just couldn't take the picture I have up, down.
It's of Pete in full "back scratcher".  High up in the air.  His expression is of complete confidence and "this is my destiny".  He seems so content...up in the air....swiping at his guitar.  The all-powerful Pete.
I snagged it from Pete's site.  Forget the show from this (2002) tour that it was under.  GREAT photo.

>Of course he didn't.  He erred.

He knows it too.

>Hey, even dicks have heads!  ;-o

Don't they, though?  :-)
Now, get your hand off yours!
Anna, he's fantasizing about you!!!!!

Kevin in VT