finally dawning on me

[GenWalk83@xxxxxxx]

for the past few days since John's death, i never really cried. i've just 
been pretty much in a state of shock. but just now, i turn the radio on and 
it started playing "love, reign o'er me", and outta nowhere this huge cry 
came out of me outta nowhere and the tears came down like a waterfall almost. 
 i guess it finally dawned on me that the ox is gone, the man i remember 
seeing in camden with the who in 2000 attempting to hit a beach ball back 
during a song and in all those videos and specials and that great solo he did 
on the royal albert hall DVD, is no longer alive.  its probably one of the 
greatest cries of my life and set to an even better soundtrack. 


i'll miss you John  : , (