I'm Free ;)

[Keithjmoon70@xxxxxxx]

I was thinking on the way home from work today what the meaning of the song 
"I'm free" might just mean after all of the feedback I have been getting on 
this little list.  Reality?  What is that?  Who cares about that. I am just 
an animal. 

I was thinking about how free I really am and I have not even known it all 
along!  I started thinking about all of the people that have done me 
wrong....  I considered what a shit life I am stuck with.This has been a bad 
year... I didn't get paid from a major job that I did for a Lawyer and 
because he tied the builder up I lost everything I had coming to me.  Then 
911 hit.  Another builder dumped us and the 100,000.00 of guaranteed work we 
had for the winter went to a cheaper guy and then the next work I had coming 
was 8 months late arriving.  I had all three of my Ford trucks repossessed 
just at the point that only the interest portion of the loans were paid, 3.5 
years into them. And the $30,000 I put down on them as well.  I still owe the 
major balance after they auctioned them.  Then my wife went to prison.  Both 
of my sons broke their arms.  My ex., married a millionaire and he is upset 
about how his investments "might" do. (He is on medication.) I limped to 3 
Who shows on the wheels I pulled out of the weeds and this is just a couple 
things that happened this year, so........

I put in some NWA today and the words sounded really good to me 
now......"When I'm called off, I got a sawed off, squeeze the trigger and 
bodies are hauled off!  You too *boy* if you fuck *with* me!, the police are 
gonna have to come git me, off your ASS *that's* how I'm goin' out, for the 
punk mother  fuckers that's showin' out...goin' off on a mother fucker like 
that, with a gack- that's pointed at your ASS. So give it up smooth, ain't no 
tellin' when I'm down for a jack move. Here's a murder rap that'll keep you 
dancin' with a crime record like Charles Manson,  AK47 is the tool 
(p-p-p-pow!) Don't make me act a mother fuckin' fool! Me and you could go toe 
to toe-no maybe, knockin' niggas  out the box *daily* Yo weekly, monthly, 
yearly -'til those dumb mother fuckers see clearly- that I'm down with a 
capital D-E-T, boy you can't Fuck with me!  So if I'm in your neighborhood, 
you better duck!, cuz *Icebrrg* is crazy as fuck." 

Since my life has no meaning, I think I may just get one of those AK47's and 
even the score. Why not? I will  first kill the guy that my wife left me for 
and tortured my kids.  Then I will kill that lawyer.   The Who ain't on tour 
now anyhow and all that can happen to me is I just die. Lights out, no more 
trouble or suffering. Hey, I wonder why more people don't do this?!  Why not 
just get with all the women I can, seeing how my wife is not around anyhow 
and then let mr, money take care of my kids so I can go out and do anything I 
want to. Kids? who cares about them anyhow? Let them use their defenses just 
like I have to use mine. Heck, I bet I could even start all kinds of scams to 
get by with and if I get caught, just kill whoever comes after me. If you 
take from me, I will take from you. Who needs laws. That is stupid. Nothing 
has a consequence and I will not have to own up to anyone. Who are you to 
tell me what I can and cannot do?  I will do as I please. Beautiful 
scientific discoveries? for what? We are just going to die anyhow. Game over. 
God who?  I don't need love.  I don't need companionship.  There is no such 
thing as evil.  It is just a fairy tale.  If you don't agree with me, I will 
kill you. The so called evil things have no source. Child molesters? Hey it's 
just how they feel what is wrong with that?  It is just survival man, and I 
am going to be the one to survive. Or just die. Cuz it don't matter. Who 
needs clothes? I will wear or not wear anything I want anywhere I want to.  
It is just man's stupid laws that are old fashioned.  I'm free. But I will 
have an AK on me.

I will steal, I will get with your wife, I will lie to you and not care, I 
will kill anyone that I want to, I will say fuck off to my parents after they 
did who-cares-what for me. 

But I have a big problem.  I have a conscience.  Now how did *that* get 
there?

Icebrrg in Detroit