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Re: New Pete diary
> Pretty strong words there, playa partner bouyee. :-)
Yeah, I'm a real tough guy - sitting here alone behind this keyboard. I
could've been in the Warriors! ("Who *are* the Warriors?")
> (I knew better than to think it would have a happy ending.)
You know me - I can *always* find *something* to complain about.
> ....and started counting how many shots you fired over the exchange
You know, in all the excitement I kinda lost track myself. ;-)
> I took the NON self serving approach. You however, aired about how YOU
> felt in all of this, which is what the list is for by the way, demanded
> satisfaction from Pete and we *dared* to call you on it. And you call
> *us* self serving Fuck-heads?
Good point. I think *all* our discussions/arguments were self-serving
to some respect. We all had an idea of how Pete should handle the sit-
uation. And that idea was formed from each of our personal "relationships"
with Pete. You yourself weren't exactly silent on the issue.
> I wonder if you were just ashamed of Pete because your friends were
> making fun of you.
Not quite. I was ashamed of Pete because of his actions. Getting cracked
on & badgered was just icing on the cake. I'm the local Who lightening
rod around these parts. People see me when they see The Who. I see myself
when I see The Who. I felt like I was fighting for Pete & he didn't give
a shit.
> Mine didn't make fun of me because I'm not a prick to them.
Maybe you just don't have as many friends as I do. ;-)
> Just kidding, but that's how I perceive you'll perceive what I'm saying
Oh thanks, Jon. Now you're not even letting me misconstrue what you say!
Some friend *you* are! ;-)
> Is this what bothered you about Pete? Did you feel because he had a
> weakness, you had a weakness?
I don't know if "weakness" is the right word. "Problem," maybe. Pete had
a problem, so I had a problem. Pete was in trouble, so I was in trouble.
(Please don't read that literally - *I* was never taken in for questioning.
I raelize Pete had much more to lose than me.)
> I felt bad for him, not me.
I didn't feel bad for *me,* I felt bad for him, too. But I also felt frus-
trated that the idiots coming up to me making their jokes were clueless &
had formed an opinion based on humor & a fondness for celebrity-bashing.
> Now that he apologized, I feel even better,
Ah *HA!* ;-) So you're saying you were satisfied & feeling good *without*
the apology, even though an apology would've made you feel *better.* I
don't recall you mentioning that before. I thought you had reached your
highest level of contentedness, with or without the apology. Now, if I
hear you correctly, you're saying that your feeling of contentment had a
higher level to reach. A level only reached via an apology. Hmmmm.....
> You cannot "demand" respect nor an apology. They have to be earned and
> come from the heart.
If I ever "demanded" an apology I was joking. I realize I cannot demand
anything from Pete. PSYCHODERELICT would've been better if that were the
case. I can only hope & wish.....
> I never claimed to know Pete so well nor do I consider myself more "pure"
> because I give him some slack.
Then why were you non-considerate (?) of those who hoped for an apology?
(By the same token, why was *I* non-considerate of those who didn't. I
don't profess to have all the answers here.)
> Because I don't know him, I choose not to judge him.
This coming from the guy who worries about his reliance upon sea imagery
as opposed to river imagery!
> An apology is not an admission of weakness to me like you might suggest.
I should hope not. Many of my questions were of course rhetorical. An
apology is a sign of intelligence, strength, & self-control.
> This is good news to me because it means he is starting to get over the
> pain and can look to our feelings now.
Oh my gosh! What's the date today? We agree on something! ;-)
> He's a human being.
And I bet he doesn't believe all the things he's seeing.
> I see I have been upgraded from a fuckhead to a lunkhead, so I feel a
> little better.
Don't get used to it; I'm sure I'll say *something* insulting in the next
few days. ;-)
> Anyhow, to answer your question this is how I feel about it.
Thanks for taking the time to respond.
> Gangsta.
You Warriors are good. *Real* good.
- SCHRADE in Akron