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I'm Free ;)
I was thinking on the way home from work today what the meaning of the song
"I'm free" might just mean after all of the feedback I have been getting on
this little list. Reality? What is that? Who cares about that. I am just
an animal.
I was thinking about how free I really am and I have not even known it all
along! I started thinking about all of the people that have done me
wrong.... I considered what a shit life I am stuck with.This has been a bad
year... I didn't get paid from a major job that I did for a Lawyer and
because he tied the builder up I lost everything I had coming to me. Then
911 hit. Another builder dumped us and the 100,000.00 of guaranteed work we
had for the winter went to a cheaper guy and then the next work I had coming
was 8 months late arriving. I had all three of my Ford trucks repossessed
just at the point that only the interest portion of the loans were paid, 3.5
years into them. And the $30,000 I put down on them as well. I still owe the
major balance after they auctioned them. Then my wife went to prison. Both
of my sons broke their arms. My ex., married a millionaire and he is upset
about how his investments "might" do. (He is on medication.) I limped to 3
Who shows on the wheels I pulled out of the weeds and this is just a couple
things that happened this year, so........
I put in some NWA today and the words sounded really good to me
now......"When I'm called off, I got a sawed off, squeeze the trigger and
bodies are hauled off! You too *boy* if you fuck *with* me!, the police are
gonna have to come git me, off your ASS *that's* how I'm goin' out, for the
punk mother fuckers that's showin' out...goin' off on a mother fucker like
that, with a gack- that's pointed at your ASS. So give it up smooth, ain't no
tellin' when I'm down for a jack move. Here's a murder rap that'll keep you
dancin' with a crime record like Charles Manson, AK47 is the tool
(p-p-p-pow!) Don't make me act a mother fuckin' fool! Me and you could go toe
to toe-no maybe, knockin' niggas out the box *daily* Yo weekly, monthly,
yearly -'til those dumb mother fuckers see clearly- that I'm down with a
capital D-E-T, boy you can't Fuck with me! So if I'm in your neighborhood,
you better duck!, cuz *Icebrrg* is crazy as fuck."
Since my life has no meaning, I think I may just get one of those AK47's and
even the score. Why not? I will first kill the guy that my wife left me for
and tortured my kids. Then I will kill that lawyer. The Who ain't on tour
now anyhow and all that can happen to me is I just die. Lights out, no more
trouble or suffering. Hey, I wonder why more people don't do this?! Why not
just get with all the women I can, seeing how my wife is not around anyhow
and then let mr, money take care of my kids so I can go out and do anything I
want to. Kids? who cares about them anyhow? Let them use their defenses just
like I have to use mine. Heck, I bet I could even start all kinds of scams to
get by with and if I get caught, just kill whoever comes after me. If you
take from me, I will take from you. Who needs laws. That is stupid. Nothing
has a consequence and I will not have to own up to anyone. Who are you to
tell me what I can and cannot do? I will do as I please. Beautiful
scientific discoveries? for what? We are just going to die anyhow. Game over.
God who? I don't need love. I don't need companionship. There is no such
thing as evil. It is just a fairy tale. If you don't agree with me, I will
kill you. The so called evil things have no source. Child molesters? Hey it's
just how they feel what is wrong with that? It is just survival man, and I
am going to be the one to survive. Or just die. Cuz it don't matter. Who
needs clothes? I will wear or not wear anything I want anywhere I want to.
It is just man's stupid laws that are old fashioned. I'm free. But I will
have an AK on me.
I will steal, I will get with your wife, I will lie to you and not care, I
will kill anyone that I want to, I will say fuck off to my parents after they
did who-cares-what for me.
But I have a big problem. I have a conscience. Now how did *that* get
there?
Icebrrg in Detroit